I even got chatted up by a very nice guy, who I knew from many years ago who now also finds himself single.
Whilst this was all very flattering, and he is certainly a good catch...I realised something very clearly while talking to him. I am not ready for this. I am not ready to go back out there and start dating again.
Meeting new people, male or female is ok...but I can not do anymore than that for now; and anyway, he loved Bovril and I love Marmite - it would never have worked.
So going out this evening gave me some clarity about what I can and can not do.
I can look after me. I can look after my hobbits. I can get through some of the day when I am not preoccupied by someone else; but alas until I can look at someone and not think about 'him', then I can not date anyone else.
That will come, in time; but until then, it is just me, my boys and those who are already in my life that I love.
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I told you men are like buses there is always another one coming along
That may be true...but for now, I am not hopping on...
Maybe I will get the open top tour bus in the future, eh?
Hop on the number 40! ;)
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